It seems much of my life has been filled with meaningless activity. In my younger years, without much of me to operate with, I tried to please as I was hoping for value and purpose. I worked at jobs I hated, tried to stay in struggling relationships for the “sake of the children”, and was mediocre at parenting.
I was waiting for life to run its course.
Studying for a class later this spring, I read that God is an experience, a cosmic Life Force moving through all things, dark and light. This cosmic Life Force created the entire universe with vibrations and therefore everything is just a holy vibration.
Does this cosmic life force include all of those years of apathy and negativity for me? Does it include the terrorist attacks, this strange and hateful political climate in the US? If this is God, I say to myself, it is indeed a strange one!
Thirty years ago, out of boredom, I began a study of Cosmic Consciousness. I began to see my negativity as a lower vibration, which could never fill me up or make me feel whole. It was a state of being in which all of life is draining.
Focusing on balancing that lower vibration with a higher vibration that many call God, I began to feel excited and engaged in my life and the people I love. I began to know that the lower vibration must be in relation to the Higher Vibration I was adding.
It didn’t take very long before I began to feel open, vulnerable and real. Life became a joyful event even though still filled with the mundane of everyday existence. Now life seemed to have a limitless essence filled with purpose and meaning. Endings became simply transitions of this same joyful loving vibration into a different form.
Now I breathe and move through my life on most days with balance and wholeness. Now I can feel the Life Force in my core that never dies.
Here at the School of Self Healing Arts that is our goal. To awaken our student’s consciousness to this beautiful inner rhythm that pulses through every living being. When our students see the subtle shift in movement through their bodies and their lives, it becomes a precious gift of newness that explodes into their present lives.
Come and join us for next school year in the Fall of 2016. We are enrolling now through June 1st. Come find your true self and authentic joy.
Executive Director & Founder
The Estuary, Inc.